I'm a hopeless girl...

I've waited a long time but what I got? only false hope :-( ya maybe this is mostly my fault, I was too hope that while his assume ordinary. Honestly...I cant change you, no one can change you. I love you most :-( I miss when I spend my time with you, when you call me with a cute nickname, when we laugh together with a joke when we had a little problem but we can finished it, I miss it. did you know? I always pray to god if you really match with me please bring we back. you never realize how much I love you. and I know You never love me, never. isnt never love, just try to love is cant let alone to loving :-( okay enough, I cant say too much its kill me slowly :"""""(((